Yesterday was Valentine day. It rained so hard, kinda like my mood. Life is not as easy as you always expected. Everyone has his/her own issues in life. Compared to other people's, maybe mine is nothing. But still, I was not in a good mood, so I got drunk. There was a saying that people get easier to be drunk when they are in sad mood. I guess that is the truth. It was my first time to get so drunk. I threw up. But it's weird that my mind was still very clear even at the moment when I threw up. I was trying to figure out whether or not I should throw up. I did it because I felt that would make me feel better. And it did.
